Crushes

(not real names just alias)

Girl 1 - I knew her since I was in the first grade she is awesome. But a bit superficial all she cares about is clothes, money, and how to get more. Now I have to tell you the trust I am not the best looking male at my school. Almost every guy asked her out. But, she always came to me and told me about them and how funny and weird there were, I played it off like I didn't like her. Honestly she was hard to get. She was goofy and a average student. I really liked her for a while 9th-early 11th grade. She is one of my best friends. Only four people I knew ay my high school since middle school everyone esle was new to me. With that being said everyone thought I had would be the perfect person to get with her. Then I found out that she kissed one of my assoicates Danny (he's a wannabe lady's man but that another post.) , I was heart-broken I never seen her with anybody so it was weird I got so jealous and didn't talk to her for a while. Then later I heard she always knew I liked her but doesn't like to be mean and just didn't say anything.(She knew I liked her I found this out by Sasha who doesn't go to our high school, but she is our mutal friend from middle school.) I felt like she was sending me all the signs. So I waited an never told her when she knew I was finding the courage to ask her out she would distance herself from me. So I finally asked her out, then she just stop talking to me. Then in begining of 11th grade she told Sasha that she knew I had moved on to some other girl and that she kinda missed me. Sasha not being able to keep a secret told me. I confronted Girl 1 and she was just jealous of my friendship with someone esle. Which meant she didn't like me she justed missed me. Fastforward to Jan. 09 I'm still in the 11th grade. I see her around school but due to our classes we don't see each other that much but I see her with her friends (girl friends) and wish we were tight like we used to be.

Girl 2- Okay I meet Girl 2 my freshman year in high school she seemed to be the ideal girl she had this quiet smart thing going for her which I really liked about her. I told Girl 1 and at lunch she blasted it out by saying (Isn't that girl that you like.). Everyone figured it out. I liked her. And the more I knew about her she turned me on. In the 10th grade we talked more and became good friends. She was a smart girl. She think unicorns are real. (WTF too!) She belives in vampires (WTF too!) Yet and that means she reads the Twilight books. (WTF too!.)
So in the 11th grade after that I moved on with Girl 1. I never CK was a choice for me to take to prom. An I was texting in the barber shop to her best friend BB she said I should ask her out. So I waste to time I knew I needed to grow some balls and talk to her. So I did ask her out. I was basically shitting in my pants when I asked her she said okay. Now I only had a girlfriend once before for god sakes I'm only 16. So we made a date to see Quaratine yep she digged scary movies! but she keep canceling on me first it was Quaratine then it keep getting pushed back because of natural (death in the family, scared to tell parents) And this happened like four times. I wasn't mad but I felt like it couldn't work we never talked and we didn't have any classes together. She took me aside and said "I don't think I can do this I haven't told my parents yet and I changed my mind about going to prom I think I will go next year."

Girl 3- I met this girl last year in the 10th grade she was a new student that year and she was breath of fresh air because most of the girls that year went gay. (that's another post) I tutored her because I was in Pre-Cal and she was in Algebra 2. She always called me over for help at first I thought she was stupid, but she passed all the test and was pretty smart in the class. She was labeled a big mouth. At lunch RickyRico told Danny that Vonda liked him and he was like no she doesn't she likes Tom (me). I was caught of guard I was like wow I kinda like her too. So in the back of my mind I held that name to refer to later. I was to busy with Christy I didn't notice her. So in the 11th grade out of the blue she started to call me boyfriend nothing serious but just playful. I think I might pursue her for prom. Or should I reply!